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Recovery – A personal journey

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cognitive therapy | creativity | depression | female | medication | peer support (informal) and befriending | professional | psychosis | schizophrenia | self knowledge/learning/growth | talking therapies

Author: Helen Waddell
Published: 01 March 2006

Helen’s story appeared in The Herald Society section on 28th February 2006. Helen is a freelance writer, writing for community care magazines and other publications.


How to Fix a Broken Mind?

Should individuals with mental ill health expect recovery? Is lifelong use of psychiatric drugs inevitable for those diagnosed with a mental illness? My response to the former is “Why not?” and to the latter, “not necessarily”.

When first given a diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder (depression with psychotic symptoms) in 1995, my then consultant informed me that he thought I would have to take medication “for a very long time”. It’s true that I am still taking psychiatric drugs, but there is much more to me and my life than just a psychiatric diagnosis. It doesn’t define me nor anyone else with a mental illness.

Holistic care, taking into account the whole person rather than concentrating solely on a neurological chemical imbalance, can combine with personal development to create a mentally healthy and fulfilling existence. For example, I am currently being treated with a course of Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, not just a course of drugs, and am gaining insight into my own psychology through active participation in this ‘talking treatment’.

I continue to discover what is and isn’t helpful to my own mental health, on the same learning curve we call ‘life’ as any other person, regardless of whether they have a similar illness or not. Nobody ever stops learning.

I don’t sit in a darkened room, nothing more than a jumbled mass of psychiatric symptoms, cut off from the rest of the world. I write about my experiences, and hope that by reaching out in this way, I might make other service users feel understood, and perhaps contribute towards a climate in which fear of stigma does not lead to silence and shame. I also volunteer for Glasgow Association for Mental Health as a befriender, and try to use my own experiences to support others.

I am optimistic about further improvement in my mental health with the help of therapy and self-determination combined. I hope to see a continuing reduction in my medication until I no longer need it.

My life has been rudely interrupted by mental health problems, but they are not the death knell to development that some may believe. No-one should be told that mental illness heralds the end of a meaningful and enjoyable existence. On the contrary, I feel I have learned valuable lessons through my experience, and I intend to use this knowledge in continually moving towards recovery.

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